I’m so disconnected from everyone and everything lately. The lunch table, the classroom, the student parking lot, the bleachers. I feel like everywhere I go, there is something I’m missing.
And the sad thing is…no one is filling me in. Everyone has something they want to take from me; an opinion, a minute of my time, a skill, a word floating in my head. But that’s all they want from me. I feel so faraway from the world; so dejected at times. It’s like I’m a presence and that’s all. Nothing more. No one’s wanting me to “get in on this” or to let me know what’s going on…or even to say anything more than they want me to say. No one wants to see anything but the answer they’re looking for come from my mouth.
No one’s taking a damn second to ask me, “Are you okay?”
“…No really…are you okay?”
Hey little girl, is your daddy home,
or did he go and leave you all alone?
I got a bad desire.
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Closing Time - Semisonic
This song just fits tonight for me…I don’t know why.
It just does.
You really need to use first names when you post such profound things...
What’s the fun in that?
